6 Impossible Things. first out of 6.
03-16-10 16:53
After I had watched Alice and Wonderland in 3D I keep remembering the line that talks about every day when I wake up, I think about 6 impossible things. Here is a list of my 6 impossible things as of today.
Number one, My mothers support. My father supports me going to college financially a bit, and I have my dad on board. i really want to be able to finish college and everything and got myself in a bind when it comes to Credit Cards from my past. I use to spend money in a replacement type of way for emotional wellbeing when I was depressed from age 9 till about 22 years of age. It was what I had control over when I was 18, and I didn't know how to handle money. I know if my parents stop helping me, I can't finish college. I've tried going to work and going to school before, I didn't do well in school in the end and because I want to be in the medical field, I need good grades. I decided to just go to school. I got my dad on board, because in reality, if I do earn enough wealth, I need to pay them off what I owe them, But I also would like to assist him in retiring. He has worked a lot of hours in his life, and his body is slowly giving up physically. In order to help him, I need a good paying job, in order to get a good paying job I need to finish school and get good greats, in order to finish school, I need their help financially first. My dad sees this logic and decides to help me, but he is taking a lot of heat from my mom, I dont think its possible to ever really please her, nor do I think I can ever do anything to get her to really believe in me, nor her support. Its time to just move on, but yet I need to convince her somehow in order to continue to get the support. Meh...
Number one, My mothers support. My father supports me going to college financially a bit, and I have my dad on board. i really want to be able to finish college and everything and got myself in a bind when it comes to Credit Cards from my past. I use to spend money in a replacement type of way for emotional wellbeing when I was depressed from age 9 till about 22 years of age. It was what I had control over when I was 18, and I didn't know how to handle money. I know if my parents stop helping me, I can't finish college. I've tried going to work and going to school before, I didn't do well in school in the end and because I want to be in the medical field, I need good grades. I decided to just go to school. I got my dad on board, because in reality, if I do earn enough wealth, I need to pay them off what I owe them, But I also would like to assist him in retiring. He has worked a lot of hours in his life, and his body is slowly giving up physically. In order to help him, I need a good paying job, in order to get a good paying job I need to finish school and get good greats, in order to finish school, I need their help financially first. My dad sees this logic and decides to help me, but he is taking a lot of heat from my mom, I dont think its possible to ever really please her, nor do I think I can ever do anything to get her to really believe in me, nor her support. Its time to just move on, but yet I need to convince her somehow in order to continue to get the support. Meh...